I have 6 weeks and 4 days left of the pregnancy! No one thinks I'm going to last that long, because my tummy is growing by the day. I feel like I'm going to have a 20 pound baby,. Peter and I are doing amazing as always. He's been working alot, and keeping busy, as for me I'm not working, but I do the house wife stuff, I cook, clean, bake, sew, and all that susie homemaker stuff. hahaha, but I love it. after the baby is born I can't wait to go to work, come home, cook and have dinner with my family, and then relax with my perfect husband and baby girl. I love to work, and provide for my family, but then I love being the house wife and mom, and I know I can do it all. I'm so grateful that god has brought me my soulmate, the man I've always wanted, and the man I've always dreamed of. I'm also grateful that god has allowed me to be pregnant, and allow me to have children. God has brought me my two miracles. Peter and Lilyanna. Everything I ever wanted I now have, and I can't even begin to describe how happy I'am and how in love I'am. I also have alot of support. Peter's family is the most amazing family I could ever ask for. And as for friends, well I've got the best of them. Not only do I have support from Peter's family, but I have support from some amazing friends. My bestest Friend Amanda has been amazing. She has stuck by me since the day she heard I was pregnant. She has always supported me and my decisions and that means the world to me. I love her to death, and would take a bullet for this girl, She is not only my best friend, but the godmother of Lilyanna. her fiance Tim, has also been great, and I'm so happy my best friend gets to experience a love like me and peter's. I wish them nothing but happiness. There is also my favorite lady Justine, even though we live far apart from eachother, you are great support, and a great friend, you are the awesomest!!! I love you to death lady. I also have my married friends Skippy, and Dj. They have been amazing as well. It only takes some family, and a few friends, that's all I need, but last but not least, I have Peter, he is not only my fiance, but my soulmate, my lover, my happiness, my world, and my best friend, he is my everything. and I love him with all my heart. He has been the best support. From helping me put my pants and shoes on, (because I'm the human watermelon), to helping me out of bed, to making sure I'm always ok, to loving me, to just being there, he has been amazing. Pregnant or not he is amazing, always loving me and supporting me, and I do the same for him. People tell me, " he's gonna leave you,"or "it won't work, you met him on myspace," or " you guys rushed into things,"or "your going to be a bad mom," or " your to young to have a baby and get married." Screw that !!! If you don't support my life and my decisions, then you don't support me, and that's fine. I don't need people like that in my life, and I'm sorry to report that alot of those people are my own family. All I have to say to them is you can try and bring me down, you can be as negative as you want, but it won't work. For the first time in my life I'am happy, and I mean truly happy, and I'm in love, nothing can bring me down. This is what Peter and I wanted, and this is our life together, noone elses. The only reason people will try to bring you down, is because they are jealous of something you have, and in this case it's love. I know I'm going to be a great wife, and a great mother. That is one thing I have confidence in. I also know that just because you become a parent, and a wife that you are still human, and that you will make mistakes, but you learn from them. I would do anything to see my husband and daughter happy, they are my world, and I want them to know that. Thankyou to Peter's family and all of the friends, that support Peter and I, it means alot trust me, and thanks for reading all this.